nothing much to say..
"I feel relieve to release both of them"..
That was my best decision so far..
I need time and space to think...
I'm so tired this time...
My effort wasn't enough to find somebody to be my husband ;(..
So sad.. I wasted almost 2 years sacrifice for him but i didn't get anything from this relationship..
i felt so terrible.. have to come back to Allah..
Please help me.. please forgive me Dear Allah..
You are the ONE and ONLY ONE can help me..
You are my creator.. You knows everything... my past, present and future...
Thank you Allah for giving me the opportunities to get back to YOU..
You are the GREAT..
Will talk more in next entry.. ;(