Friday

Assalamualaikum..

What to write for today?

hurmm... i've decided to breakup with 'abang'..

it's not actually fully breakup.. fully breakup? can meh? hentam sajolah...

I decided to be silent, disappeared from his life...

i told him, i will wait for him...

i gave him my address which he can come to me when the time he ready to have commitment to me...

for this time being, i can consider myself as single but not available.. still can meh?

There was a story behind this situation where i need to have space for myself...

to think improve myself, to heal the hurt.. to have space for myself and Allah... its easy to say istiqamah but to implement? i believe i can...

i know it happened because of my fault... i was too far from Allah... preoccupied with love.. which i shouldn't  be like that...

Alhamdulillah... Allah loves me... HE loves me so much...

I hope to consistently doing this...

Allah is GREAT... You are the best planner in universe.

Thanks!

Manusia sentiasa lupa

Dapat gamba ni masa kat FB tadi..
terima kasih pada siapa yang share kan nya..
memang aku sentiasa lupa..lalai..leka...
kerana sentiasa diberi kesenangan..
once DIA dah turunkan kesusahan, DIA nak aku kembali mengadu kepada DIA..

YA ALLAH..sesungguhnya aku adala hambamu yang hina...
sentiasa leka dengan setiap rahmat yang Engkau berikan..

sebenarnya..
HATI aku tak tenteram sejak 2-3 menjak ni...
apakah maksud REDHA sebenarnya..
nak kata aku REDHA but still ade perkataan TAPI tu..
hmmm..
entalah..

semoga aku diberi petunjuk oleh Nya..

:)

mari kawan2...kita baca Al-Quran...

daaaaaaaaaaa~